nicole

2009-07-09T07:19:00.001-07:00

MOVED TO nicoleraikkonen.blogspot.com

2009-07-05T04:09:00.000-07:00

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have nothing to say.

just say that i'm disappointed.

nothing else.

not missing you

haha.

im talking specifically about you

guess who is it. obvious.

2009-06-30T05:42:00.000-07:00

IHATEYOU

fine i cant really say i hate you but

i really cant stand you okay??????????

from the morning all the way till end of class. SO IRRITATING.

UGH

although you did nothing wrong its jsut irritating. i mean

your look is just so pissing

and when i said "shit"

you gave that look like "wth"

and its so irritating. i felt like kicking you wehn you were at the water cooler.

toobad i only made that comment.

maybe i dont eally hate you

but its just irritating.

the walking in the morning also was. i cant tell you how motivated i was by the thought that i would reach before you.

loser.

seriously

AHH

arc essay.

toot.aa.

2009-06-29T04:54:00.000-07:00

This is amazing. i mean converse shoes give me pain

the soles and flesh and everything! its sounds weird but

yea.

well im watching AYG on tv

its kinda.

well its a first.

but the space is a bit cluttered cause its indoor.

but i must say it must be cool the first!

its kinda cool, the first day of school

i mean im not that in to animals

yet,

not yet.

but still i feel that first day was okay.

and then i remembered the time ame and i were "stalked".

and i felt a little sad.

seriously,

well i cant really say anything.

but i ate sourcream and union today(:

the pretzel, from AA. its nice!!!

haha

OH, someone was wearing purple recently.

2009-06-23T08:22:00.001-07:00

is stressed for the project

olympus!

the truth. the NON truth

2009-06-21T23:46:00.000-07:00

This is weird.
I mean the fact that the dreams and all.

i dreamt that i was in a place, Korea?
then i spoke korean or at least said hello in it
then there was this person, a high authoritive person
i think he resembled
jihoo's grandfather
if im not wrong. im not that sure.

so to make him happy or at least make everything ok
we, my family decided to find someone
to be his son? and we would get married?
me and the person we decided to find la.
then i said
"horse"
and they were like okay
and i said that i wouldnt want to tell them the real name if they werent sure
and so they would know horse.
and stuff.
but then
i dont know why i said
" (horse's real name)"
and i think he was in korea!

Well then my family or at least, my grandma
the other side one,
went to find horse
and she found the wrong person
and i wanted to call her to tell her
but then i Woke up.

OH MY GOSH. well this sucks kinda.
i was kind of freaked when i woke up.
i dont know what my brain has been thinking but
this is too much. OH MY. horse.
what the freak. couldn't it be frog?

sucker.
seriously, its messed up. Well i hope nobody sees this.

A thing

2009-06-20T08:25:00.000-07:00

The thing is that i can't take pictures well

and i have this pain in the lower left of my stomach.

Well, yea

today's class went well,

until the pain and stuff,

and i quite enjoyed.

Walking around with a camera is a new experience

honestly its something new

as in,

im holding a camera that is special and im supposed to take awesome shots

the fact is that i cant, i mean i dont know how

i expected myself to go out and take 10 beautiful shots,

i hardly have any experience and stuff, how am i supposed to do that.

besides there are tones of others, and i dont think it will work,

but i will try. 10 out of 300 pics.

what a big number.

also, talking, many of my friends that i have known before have changed

i mean its not good or bad

but its just, since i have known them before, its changed

and different. maybe its because people change,

but its not as obvious?

Its not pressure or anything.

Im really just thinking.

boyfriends. Why? They would be a thing of the past

in some cases not, which i know

but still

and yes, i may believe in soulmates.

but i dont in fairytales.

i dont know.

may not.

The Reason Why

2009-06-19T04:03:00.000-07:00

Let me explain why i like Jihoo.
Hey.

1# He is a calm person.
2# He can read people's emotions, and do things according to them. (although thats not what its supposed to be)
3# He doesn't give up.
4# He is kind and a friend always there.
5# He has the ability to gauge situations and acts intelligently, there is always something behind his actions.
6# He is a gentleman.

This is the reason why.
Why i am explaining it i don't really know
, but still its not about
his clear brown golden hair, its something
more. Much more.

if there was such a person in the world.

2009-06-19T03:45:00.000-07:00

This is my audition license.
happyhappy
cause i did it in one try and i chained 7.

2009-06-18T08:51:00.000-07:00

The first post of my blog.

I thought that i should post something insightful

well sorta,

i mean i started a new blog cause i didnt like the look

and the emotion of my old blog.

well its like mr yijung and jihoo inspired me to keep this blog

LOVELOVE

Because I'm Stupid- ss501

Nae moriga nomuna nappaso

no hanabakke nan morugo

darun saramun bogoitnun non

iron naemaumdo morugetji

noui haru-e naran opgetji

ddo chuokjocha opgetjiman

noman baraman bogoitnun nan

chakgu nunmuri hurugoisso

noui dwaetmosubul

ponungotdo nan haengbokiya

ajik naui maumeul mollado

kkutnae suchidushi gado

niga nomu bogoshipun naren

nomu kyondigi himdul narenun

norul saranghanda ipga-e maemdora

honja dashi ddo crying for you

honja dashi ddo missing for you

Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you

noui haru-e nan opgetji

ddo giokjocha opgetjiman

noman baraman bogoitneun nan

honja chuogeul mandulgo isso

negen sarangiran

arumdaun sangchogata

noui yeppun misorul boado

hamkke nan utjido mot-hae

niga nomu saenggaknanun naren

kasum shirigo sulpun narenun

niga bogoshipta ipga-e maemdora

honja dashi ddo crying for you

honja dashi ddo missing for you

Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you

Bye, bye, never say goodbye (never say goodbye)

irohke chapji mot-hajiman (chapji mot-hae)

I need you amu maldo mot-hae I want you

paraedo dashi paraedo

niga nomu pogosipun naren

nomu kyeondigi himdul narenun

noreul saranghanda ipga-e maemdoya

honja dashi ddo crying for you

niga nomu saenggaknanun naren

kasum shirigo seulpun narenun

niga bogoshipta ipga-e maemdora

honja dashi ddo crying for you

honja dashi ddo missing for you

Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you